Finally i get to take a break! Attachment has already started, since this Monday. Was quite negative on Sunday.. & it was of course due to attachment. But somehow i enjoyed the experience i had in the nursery! The neonates were super adorable. We get to feed, change diapers, bathe for them! I wonder how will i be in future maaanzxzxz. While the general things to do out in the cubicles were kind of limited. Too bad we couldn't witness mothers during labor.

This week was definitely a hectic one for me. Almost everyday, i head out at 6.30am & back home past 12am. Reason being, i've been going office & to appointments with agent. No results at all. Totally boring & kind of waste time plus energy. Got super emo these few days. Bcos of work.. Got a debrief from BGM that day.Well, was it really my fault? I am not happy with your tone to us. I wonder why other seniors left. If not for what had happened last time that i had to earn back a $3k, i wouldn't have stayed. Once i earn back my $3k, i'll definitely leave. ASAP. I sacrificed alot ever since i joined the company. My family, friends, own personal time, studies. I was so dumb. I could've done better for school. Gna buck up!

Next, dear girls.. I think it was a misunderstanding & wrong feeling. Kind of dumb, but ya. We're good friends, but it will just stop there. No more the name infront of me uh uh uh. :> Hahaha. Plus people also have dream girl in school already. Let's continue to look look see see for handsome cute ones.

Another random thing which happen today, was totally embarrassing. Mum was so smart to suggest me to take bus 23 back home. So many people!!! & the bus driver was lousy to the very max. Halfway through, he jam his break. Fuck my life. I almost fall onto an indian man, & could have been super unglam cos i was wearing my nursing uniform. SKIRT SOMEMORE. Luckily got this muscular, tall guy standing infront of me. He pulled meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee & prevented me from falling. I was so relieved & yet embarrassed. But then, thankyou, Mr Hero of the Day. :)

Okay, enough of those random stuffs. I'd better sleep now.